Hello Again

Hello Again;

today is my birthday, I'm 21 x 2. I'm not as shocked about it as I thought I would be. I think after dealing with 40 everything else isn't that bad. I'm guessing 50 will be my next reincarnation. In any case I went back and looked at my entries from this time last year. I noticed that I didn't put that many entries in at that time either and that the family was going through some very difficult times. I read about how I had to keep reminding myself to be positive. Even though it was a year again it feels very distant. But I can still feel the hurt and fear from that time. That is why I am very happy, thankful and grateful. Not because that's the way I'm supposed to be but more so because I do truly appreciate the love around me. My wife and my kids and my friends (both online and off) are so much a part of me and I can't say enough my profound love and appreciation for them.


So as a birthday present to myself I want to acknowledge those in my life that have helped me become who I am. The folks who've I've had bad as well as good experiences have helped me to grow and recognize "who I really am".


Blessings